I miss the old me that would eat super healthy and small portions and feel full. I miss running for miles and not obsessing over food. At least I saved myself nearly 4,000 calories today in the form of donuts, cookies, pie, and chips. I spit it all out and only ate about 800 cals of bananas, oats, and vegetables, so probably around 1,000 with the few bites of food I swallowed. It didn't really make me feel better to swallow. Chewing and spitting is actually so satisfying, it feels just like I ate it. I can't wait to wear pretty things again.
And fat wife. And fat evetything. And so I've bought some raspberry ketone pills. I guess we will see. I am going to start tomorrow. I'll weigh myself in tomorrow in the AM and then go from there until the bottle is gone. Wish me luck... xx
i've known who i am all along
it's everyone else who's told me wrong
made me fight it
made me doubt it
but you can't break me down
i always come back around
i can't forget her
i can't reject her
i must become her once again
i was unfaithful to my best friendplease, take me back
make me beautiful
i'm crawling back
please, help me
I assume it's all ladies here, usually is in these pro-ed communities ;)
I used to be on facebook everyday for about 3 years, during this time I had a bad relationship with food but assumed it was a side-effect of my depression, now the depression is under control but food is still an issue, binging and purging most mornings.
My dentist noticed that my teeth are already being effected, needless to say I won't be going back there anytime soon.
Now I'm an au pair In france, so I'm alone in the house from 8am - 7pm and then saying I've already eaten when the family gets home.
So all I need now is some good thinspo to keep me on track, and I figured livejournal was the best way to go ;)
Just thought I'd introduce myself and say hi xxx
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This page had some great Ana Tips.. 1: Water water water. Drink up ladies, it's filling, hydrating and satisfying. I find
the more I drink, the more I lose.
2: Diary. Keep a diary of your weight, goals, moods etc. This really helps.
3: Exercise. It's SO important to exercise. Even 10 minutes a day is better than
4: Watch others eat. All that slurping and chewing. You may find it grosses you
Pears - A couple of pears will eliminate your cravings for
sweets and help make your body to feel full. Rich in Pectin,
Boron, Vitamin C, Folic acid and Calcium a Pear can be your
best friend. Eat plenty of raw apples and cabbage as well. An
abundance of pectin and fiber in these foods will enhance
rapid fat burning by the body. Your body will be getting
energy from existing fat and not have an overwhelming urge
to eat and replace the nutrition. www.pro-thinspo.com/gallery56.html
i HATE my biffle sometimes.
he made me feel guilty about what i was doing cause he's the only one who knows.
so i made noodles,...
a whole days progress ruined in less than 5 minutes.
i purged some.. but it prolly didnt help.
now my throat hurts.
i DONT want to go back to
showering every night just to purge..
it was the worst ever.
i constantly had a sore throat.
but it was SOOO worth it..
dad's party saturday...
fingers crossed for no eating til monday atleast.
any tips for getting my madre off my
back for eating?
_thin is in ladies :*
hey everyone. it's been a while since i've been on here, so let me introduce myself. i'm katie, i just turned sixteen years old.
current weight: ?
lowest weight: 113
highest weight: 169
goal weight: 100
so i developed anorexia almost a year ago. i lost over 50 pounds until my mom forced me to go to therapy. let me tell you right now, that was the worst thing i have ever, ever done. they did nothing but lie to me. tell me that i'll get better, feel better and healthier if i eat more. so i listened to them, i thought "hey, i've got nothing to lose, right?" so i ate. and ate. and ate. that's when i developed a bingeing problem. i would binge on huuuge amounts of food and then starve to make up for i the next day, only causing myself to binge again. i couldn't control it. then i just started eating a lot on a regular basis. and i've gained so much weight. i haven't weighed myself since i was still dealing with the disorder, and i'm afraid to. so much. i'm going to tomorrow, and i'll keep you all posted. </3 i don't fit into my size 2 jeans anymore, and my size 0 shorts are tight on me. i've been nothing but miserable and fat and ugly anymore. i can't even look in the mirror anymore, literally. isn't that horrible? i refuse to wear a bathing suit. i'll do anything in the world to get that feeling of control. that satisfying feeling of hunger in my stomach. the emptiness and satisfaction i felt when i ate less than everyone else at the dinner table. i'll do anything to have that back. anything in the world. i know with the strength of all you girls i can do it. tomorrow will be a new day, and i'm excited to start my fast. i'll keep everyone posted, i definitely need all the support i can get right now. starting is the hardest part.
stay strong everyone!
xoxo katie. <3
im looking for someone i can email back and forth with daily (or just about) i will give u my stats once u email me. im very nice and just want someone to talk/comepete with . my email is email@example.com
has anyone ever tried a colon cleansing?? its suppost to give you a flatter stomach. which is definately what i need right. anyone ever try it??