Just wanting to introduce myself somehow. After years of essentially not caring and/or people ordering me around, I want to do what I want for a change. My therapist said that 95 wouldn't be bad for my build, and I took this statement in comfortingly. We talk a lot about weight, her and I. Anyway, I'm looking for a sense of community, I guess.

So, hello. =)


I am huge since having my baby and I am looking for someone to help motivate me to lose weight. I've struggled for years with weight With my highest being 151 right before I had my baby and my lowest being like 97. I used to be able to be so strict with it but I've lost some of that drive and I'm looking for a friend with a shared enthusiasm for thinness who wants to trade tips and texts to motivate and encourage each other. Message me please

I miss being thin

I miss the old me that would eat super healthy and small portions and feel full. I miss running for miles and not obsessing over food. At least I saved myself nearly 4,000 calories today in the form of donuts, cookies, pie, and chips. I spit it all out and only ate about 800 cals of bananas, oats, and vegetables, so probably around 1,000 with the few bites of food I swallowed. It didn't really make me feel better to swallow. Chewing and spitting is actually so satisfying, it feels just like I ate it. I can't wait to wear pretty things again.

i am who i am...

i've known who i am all along
it's everyone else who's told me wrong
made me fight it
made me doubt it
but you can't break me down
i always come back around
i can't forget her
i can't reject her
i must become her once again
i was unfaithful to my best friend

please, take me back
make me beautiful

i'm crawling back
please, help me

Hey Ladies...

I assume it's all ladies here, usually is in these pro-ed communities ;)

I used to be on facebook everyday for about 3 years, during this time I had a bad relationship with food but assumed it was a side-effect of my depression, now the depression is under control but food is still an issue, binging and purging most mornings.

My dentist noticed that my teeth are already being effected, needless to say I won't be going back there anytime soon.

Now I'm an au pair In france, so I'm alone in the house from 8am - 7pm and then saying I've already eaten when the family gets home.

So all I need now is some good thinspo to keep me on track, and I figured livejournal was the best way to go ;)

Just thought I'd introduce myself and say hi xxx

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Ana Mia Tips

www.pro-thinspo.com/gallery62.html This page had some great Ana Tips..
1: Water water water. Drink up ladies, it's filling, hydrating and satisfying. I find
the more I drink, the more I lose.

2: Diary. Keep a diary of your weight, goals, moods etc. This really helps.

3: Exercise. It's SO important to exercise. Even 10 minutes a day is better than

4: Watch others eat. All that slurping and chewing. You may find it grosses you